T.G.I.M

Sorry it took me so long to update. I worked all weekend and then did an extra shift this Monday. I had my ultrasound Friday and it didn't show anything. I guess this is a good thing. Whatever fluid was there the week before must have cleared up. The hard part for me was that I felt pregnant. This feeling peeked last weekend and then my symptoms slowly backed off. I didn't feel totally back to normal till this Saturday. Since I was feeling that way when it came time for my ultrasound I prepared my self for two things. One being I had an ectopic pregnancy and would have to take care of that. I knew it was early and the doctor would give me medication allowing my body to take care of it. Two, that I was pregnant and all was good, just wasn't pregnant enough when I tool the at home test. I wasn't ready for all is normal maybe your doctor will give you something to get your cycle going. My ultrasound tech sucked. She only works Fridays. Good to know I wont be going there on Fridays EVER. She made me get changed. Nothing from the waste down for transvaginal ultrasound, but she didn't leave the room like the other girl does. She made me uncomfortable. I wont know the true outcome of my test till Tuesday or Thursday. My doctor is going to call when he has my blood test and ultrasound report. The blood test was for hCG levels, at this point the only information that will give is weather there was ever a pregnancy at some point. It was an emotional week to say the least. It was really difficult to wait all week to get the ultrasound done. It was starting to wear on Danny too. We did mange to get out Wednesday night. He had a fund raiser to go to for school to support the senior class. His school is near my grandma's, so she watched Natasha while we went to dinner. The seniors were cooking at a local restaurant and all the tips went toward there graduation costs. It was all good till we headed back to grandma's. Danny could tell I was extra quit and wanted to know what was wrong. Sometimes it easier to keep your thoughts in your head, because once you say what is on your mind you lose it. At least that's how it is for me. So, anyway he asked and I start crying before I can even answer him. Poor guy didn't even see it coming. I was missing Chad and the fund raiser was held at Chad's favorite restaurant. All week I was wishing the week could just end. I usually try to enjoy the moment for what it is, but I wished this week away. It couldn't have ended quick enough.
O.K I'm off to bed to try to get some sleep. This week will be better and full of PMA. :D