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Yeah so the trip to the nutritionist went bad. I didn't lose like the week before...but I was all up set and stressed and feeling like I was either restricting or muchin . Since I sit home alone at night food is easier then thought. I'm not binging or going on 300 cal. a day or anything just skimping on the meal plan. She decided I was to stressed to stay on my meal plan, I wasn't be good about it anyway. So, I'm off the meal plan. She didn't want me worked up over it since the ED has been my way of coping with emotions. He picked a fine time to leave, just when I'm learning to feel. We decided on easy snacks and such. I see her a week from Saturday. I'm not to lose but also not to stress about doing the meal plan just right. You have to love the black and white thinking. I was under the impression she was contacting my therapist. I see her tomorrow we shall see. As part of my treatment team they try to work together. At first I was thinking I don't need to plan my food, but I'm not looking for a cop out. I stick to it if I can. It is harder being on my own and working 40 hours in 2 and 1/2 days doesn't help much. Danny use to suggest meals of my food list and help me pack. Today was surprisingly rough. Yesterday was good just depends. Natasha is doing pretty good. She has the Mommy's house daddy's house down.

I had more to say but I'm wiped out today. I'm off to see what movie I can find.
Good night